Remember when we were kids in the glorious 50s and 60s, and there were arguments during a game? Instead of coming to blows we just agreed to have a ‘ Do Over’. What happened was erased and we played it all over again. Well, I want a ‘ Do Over’ for a few things.
The ‘ Love of my Life’, best friend, business partner and marriage partner passed away on April 19th. It is devastating to greet each day after 34 years with her by my side to face everything alone. Mere words cannot explain my feelings of sadness and loss. One of my greatest spiritual influencers has been Indian Yogi Paramahansa Yogananda, the man who introduced yoga to the West. In his famous autobiography ( in just about every major library) Yogananda mentioned how when his mother died when he was young he prayed to the Divine Mother, a spirit on equal footing with Jesus The Christ ( as the Hindus refer to him). The Divine Mother comforted him and led him onto a path seeking spiritual knowledge. Well, I need the Divine Mother to help me and millions like me. Let’s take the situation concerning my dear wife Stacy. Stacy had a rather tough life, and overcame all the hurdles and obstacles until she met me..through a personal ad of all places ( Talk about Karma). Our love came quickly, and we had decades of the usual give and take, ups and downs and deep companionship with one another. At the end the love remained as it does right now. Well, I want a ‘ Do Over’ Divine Mother! Since most of the eastern religions teach that this third dimension is but a Dream that a higher part of our consciousness is creating, well Divine Mother, take Stacy and me back in time maybe 25 years to have a ‘ Do Over’. Why not, it’s only a dream anyway?
On the subject of ‘Do Over’ let’s ask the Divine Mother to bring us ALL back to 2015 when Mr. Orange Hair delved into politics. Going by what the overwhelming majority of Americans know now, methinks that as terrible a choice Ms Hillary was for president, she would have defeated this malignant narcissist. Then, he could go back on the boob tube running his terrible mouth to the enjoyment of the fools who watched his show. Perhaps he could have put his ‘ Best Friend and confidante’ Jeffrey Epstein on with him… along with the stable of young girls Jeff solicited. The Democrats would still be hypocrites and ‘ Feel your pain with no solution’ party, but a true ‘ Lesser of Evil’ bunch from these current rascals.
Oh, I wish I wish I wish Divine Mother. Get me that Do Over please.
PA Farruggio
June, 2026