I found this email to Stacy a few days after we found out she had Lung C and in the hospital.
Tue, Aug 12, 2025 at 4:00 AMMy love,I will go back to sleep soon. I just want to tell you how much you mean to me. I know you always may have felt that I favored my sons over you. Well, what has transpired these past few weeks has validated how much YOU mean to me.
I know you think that I always ‘ Sell myself’ to you, but that is only due to my insecurites. If you think you have weaknesses from your childhood etc, imagine mine too.
I sit here crying like a baby. Why? Because you are so important to me love!
They all tell me to ‘Be Strong now’ and I must. I know I have that Capricorn resolve and all I want is for YOU to be comfortable now. I may be getting a cold from all the stress and all the people breathing on me. ha Ha, but true. So, I need to wear a mask when near you love.
I pray now that you understand, perhaps for the first time, how much I care for you and love you so much!
Algernon is on the box in the office here as I write.
When you come back to us I hope you can teach me and show me more of the things I need to do to help you, the kitties, the business and our home.
P